Thinking of my girls....

Well I thought I would write a post about my feelings lately..... its been 76 days since I have seen Marika and Karelle last and somedays it feels like its been years....

There is not one minute of the day when I don't think about them or wonder if they are playing, eating, sleeping or dreaming..... I still picture Marika smiling at me with her big smile and still feel her arms around me giving me hugs and kisses....I also still picture Karelle looking at me with her big brown eyes and being so content in my arms.... it brings tears to my eyes everytime !

Somedays I have hope that Pierre and I will soon be on our way to Ethiopia to be with them and somedays it feels so sureal that I have to remind myself that it will really happen and that we are almost there....

During refferal wait, I could not possibly believe that the post-refferal wait would be harder but I have been proven wrong... what was bad got even worse... I am more emotional, more anxious, more worried and SOOO MUCH MORE EXCITED as well....

But like when we received our refferal, when I get to hold my girls again, I know that this wait will vanish and that it will have been worth every waiting minute....

I often send lots of hugs and kisses to the girls and hope they receive them and that they can feel that we will soo be there with them !